Profound Thoughts on Human Sexuality

Where do we exactly draw the line for human sexuality and how does it develop?

If you can think back from as far as you remember, you can think of your first crushes. Now, go BEFORE that and hit somewhere before 5th grade (most common grade for a kid to realize their sexuality). Some of the most interesting conversations have been with random friends who ponder the same things.

The "Switch".
How did the switch go off and say, "Hey! You're straight!" or "Hey! You like the same gender!"? I theorize it's not just what they think of as a chemical imbalance, but within our genetic code. What I mean by this is when we were younger we had different colored hair right? Maybe different features, or even for some of us different colored eyes, but as we grew older and the gene's started to grow and mutate along with our developmental state. What if the switch was just turned on. It could be along with this "imbalance", but I find that to be extremely awkward too, because even in tests where they gave a homosexual the right chemicals to sustain a "normal" level of neurons/protons/electrons in their brain, they didn't turn heterosexual.

The Slot Machine of Lust/Love.
Now I introduce the fact that most humans have a Russian Roulette type they will go for. If put together right, no matter the gender of the person, they will instantly want to get to know more.
Say you go for someone LIKE me, Piercings, but presentable. You adore the fetish of piercings or think they're really cool, but you meet me and are like, "Nah, I don't like YOUR look, I'd want someone more...*insert random category here*." Then I think about it, and what about people who look nice, but are dead behind the eyes, or given up on ambitions. You could find them physically attractive, but completely un-dateable except for sex. I theorize no matter who you are, you have this spontaneous selectiveness of what you like in a person and the qualities you want.

Continuing with this thought, when you look a certain way, I think expectations get changed around quite a bit. For lust, it seems to not matter as muchfor a lot of people if they just want to get off for pleasure and not for passion. For sustainable relationships there has to be another fire there. The expectations I speak of are people with kids, not exactly "visually appealing" people, or people with drug/alcohol problems. Not being offensive by the visually appealing, there are ways to keep yourself up, but if there are circumstances beyond your control, a kick ass attitude or personality can easily outweigh stuff such as them. Now, anyways, facing these "issues" I think that a person who can still love that other for who they are should be able to pick themselves out of the stigma's laid upon them. Attractiveness plays a continuous role in all of this of course, because let's face it, we have been living in the age of eclectic imagery and vanity.

On the flip side of the expectations, we have vanity and greed. Those whom are rich and only want to be with someone who is rich. Or those who know they are attractive and will only go with who they see as attractive. Not to say anything's wrong with that, but to be honest, if you're not looking for the soul, the mind, and what's behind the eyes instead of verbal defecation even players can say...you're kind of on a crash course for lust only.

-Stopped Blogging at 9:56. Will continue later.